After that I have done in SIG all the things, and go to KL start my study’s life. It is not good at all. Stressful and laziness keep influence my learning, that’s why I a slow learning. After one week fight with bahasa malayu, I went to Melaka to have fun with my lovely girlfriend – Shion. However, it’s not fun at all, as there is damn hot! And her mom is damn hot too… Why I said her mom is hot? As she can curse me get accident along the way back JB the time my girlfriend/her daughter is in my car. So, what the fuck? I have no comment about her mom, as she is my girlfriend’s mom. If not, I really will scold back to her that she is childish and no manes. Shion also looks a bit sad, as everyone her boyfriend can’t get happy from her family. It is true that you HARDLY to get happy from there. Melaka is a small town and slow develop, nothing you can have fun there, except the only street and its beach (the beach is not fun too). If you said that the historical place makes you awake and fresh, I tell you, LANJIAO! There are totally changed compared 12 years I was there. Commercialize! Even I can see out those traveler didn’t enjoy the place! Compare the trip I with JC to Penang,
After that I talked to my girlfriend about marry, she said she prepared. I am damn happy until now. As I am thinking it is time I plan my future, included my finance, my family, and my wish. I want to fulfill my family include my girlfriend what they wants. And I am hoping my brother will help a lots on my family.
Of course that it is a plan. Steps by steps.
I back to KL on the Tuesday. I totally lose my sleep! I have no idea why I will get this kind of trouble. I love sleep! Even I get lots of tired, my eyes still big (although no that big).
When the time I was damn tired, my sweetheart jibai manager called me and kacau me all the way. Some more request me to go back to JB work for them with no money! How can they give that kind of request? I am taking UNPAID LEAVE OK! I am on leave and still have to go back to work for you!? No way! Yeo, SIG HR manager, you mother fucker, play those tricks! He asked his assistant sent me a message about they have ACCIDENTALLY bank in the money to my bank account for half month salary. I said, WHAT THE FUCK and HOW AN GOOD ACCIDENT!? Want to bound me then tell me. Sign me a contract lah~ Sign me 3,500 bucks per month, and 1 year contract with 20% increasing salary MONTHLY! Haiz… Actually SIG is not that sux company, just got few person who high level playing tricks to each others. Now I have a bit envy Joe working at Nilai branch, at least no need see those tricks. Errors can be blamed on others. But I know Joe is now stressful as lack of resources, money and helps.
Now I scare go back work in SIG. Too much stress coming from my managers! Mr Yeo, I have to say sorry to you, because of me, too many norms on you.
My sweetheart Ms Shion, I really love you o. if there is some day I lose you, that will be a great lose for me. You are so sweet loving me, treat me as a pearl that I should treat to you. Your care is always being with me. I love that you have your own ideas, own thinking, and you always think about your own future. That’s a signature for a mature girl nowadays for me. Although we said we gonna marry one day, but you still say it out, as you scare I will have stress. Thank you my sweety, and I’m really sorry about your mother. I can understand and forgive your mommy, and hope she can forgive what I said although it wasn’t a kind of mistake.
I miss my lovely mom and shy dad. They are so kind to grow me up for 23 years and have no single comment on me or request from me. I love their smile. I still remember that dad bought me a shoe cost RM 50 when the time we were poor and RM 50 was a big amount 10 years ago. That time, I still complained the shoe was very tight… and didn’t appreciate that! What a bastard I’m! Around 15 years ago, mom bought a toy for me; it cost RM 2.40 (I remember that mom!) but that time, inside mom’s pocket only have 5 bucks… she still bought me that and she cried after that! What a jerk I’m! I have no idea how to repay my lovely parents… and it becomes my stress too… 父母即使多么的穷苦，都要让他们的孩子们幸福快乐！做孩子的就要尽全所能去报答父母对子女们的爱！结果，他们的爱竟然变成我的压力。。。而不是动力。。。
That day I was attend BM class in PJ UTAR campus. There is a girl called Raier, who is a girl god damn noisy in class, and her laugh can cover all around the block. However, that day I lunch with her and other friends, she laughs but laugh strangely. I wonder why she became like that. Anyway, her nails are very long! And hands smooth like hell… obviously that she has a good mother or a maid. By the way, she drives to school one.
4th days I lose fall asleep.
